Ohmygosh!!!

I have 36ish hours till surgery! I am so very exited. Scared. Nervous. The anticipation is killing me. I had to do so much to get ready for this and now I'm just waiting... I hope I don't have any major complications. I hope I am successful at this. I have set so many goals for myself in the next year. I'm just going to take it one day, one week, one month at a time. I appreciate everyone who has been so supportive. Some people haven't. So, it's nice. Thanks friends. I'm going to try to calm down a bit so I will eventually sleep tonight. I have an appointment tomorrow @ 1pm for preadmission. Im so afraid I will forget to do something. Ahhh! Goodnight folks. Pray for me!